If I’ve realised anything this weekend it’s that need/want more clothes as I can basically only wear the few items I own, it kind of limits the looks I can have. So I’ve picked out a few items that are potentially in my price range come payday. Granted I wouldn’t be able to afford them all at once, but perhaps I could gradually pick up a few items over the next few months. All the clothes are from H&M and would seem that I’m quite liking dark and muted colours at the moment. Oh and on a side note (and I hope not to sound to braggy or big headed but I’m really pleased with my figure, If I wear quite slim fitting clothes and (cough, cough stuff a bra) from the shoulders down I totally think I could pass as a girl.
The clothes I’ve picked feel a little boring and safe to me, they’re all quite same-y. I even purposefully skipped over a few things that I really liked because I own similar ones already. Perhaps I need to be a little more adventurous? The trouble is as I’m still in the closet and order all my stuff online it’s not like I can spend a day shopping and trying on things I wouldn’t usually buy. Maybe I just already have a style and know what I like. I’ve decided that I really like tank tops, but only with a cardigan or something over the top. I feel quite exposed with my arms bare, maybe it’s just because I’m not use to it, or because part of me still feels quite vulnerable when I dress as a girl. I find myself pulling my cardigan around me when I go in to the kitchen as the blinds don’t shut and I’m paranoid one of the neighbours will see me. It feels less obvious that I’m wearing girl clothes when I do this for some reason.
I’ve also been playing around with makeup again, I still don’t own a lot nor am I particular good at applying it (really don’t have the hand eye coordination for eye liner) but I can see a bit of a girl starting to come out. All in all, that coupled with the figure thing, I’m feeling pretty happy with myself.
Anywho here are some of the items I picked out.