Q: What are some of your fears in regards to being trans?
A: Honestly, I’m so scared I’m not going to pass, that I’ll just look like a man in drag. Without a shadow of a doubt I’ll go stealth if I’m able too. I mean I will go the whole nine yards if I have to, I’m hoping that I’ll be able to afford facial surgery one day, because, and I know this sounds terrible but I honestly think I’d rather live the rest of my life as a man than look like I’m in drag. I guess there’s only one way to find out, and that’s by taking the plunge. I think this might be one of the main things that’s putting me off starting. I just genuinely think I’ll hate people looking at me and knowing that I use to be a man. And wow suddenly I’m back to my sleepless childhood nights, wishing I’d been born a girl and it sucks.
Think that’s going be all for today folks, thinking about it is making me feel quite sad.